Today was another first day of another job...This time is serious, and I should make the best that I can to keep it, but I feel that I don't belong. I stare at my boss and keep nodding my head, but in fact I barely understand what he's saying. And the problem is that I'm not even stupid. I'm just...lost.I've really lost my will to fight this numbness. I thought once I got a decent job, in a office it will all go away but it's getting worse. What's wrong with meeeeeeeeee???